First Valentine’s Day was a blowout

Weve been together for a year feb 21. I’m having our first child in June. This was our first valentines. He took me to Taco Bell for lunch. That his mom paid for. That’s it. I don’t want to sound like a bitch but no flowers or anything else. His mom bought him chocolates to give to me, but it kind of ruined it when I know he didn’t think of it and he brought me with him to pick them up. I almost thought he forgot until he wished me a happy valentines that morning. I asked him if he wanted to go and play pool for a little bit, it was at an arcade and I had a card that was still valid from a long time ago, so it would be totally FREE. I just wanted to get out of the house and do something nice. I asked around 6:00. He said no he was too tired. So I went to see my aunt that lives 2 mins away bc her husband was buried on Valentine’s Day a couple years ago. While I was there I started crying to myself in the bathroom and my younger brother, to cheer me up, offered to go play pool with me. I purposefully left my phone at the house bc he constantly texts me, and I was feeling a little spiteful. I told him I’d be gone for about an hour, and he said hurry home because he wanted to go to bed and he doesn’t like going to bed without me. (Meanwhile the night before I went to bed by myself while he played video games until 2 AM woke up then waited another hour for him to jerk off downstairs before he came to bed and I could fall back to sleep). I went with my brother knowing full well that he would be panicking and wondering where I was. I knew he would drive over to ask my family where I went. And I didnt feel at all about it until I started to drive home and he was calling my brothers phone like crazy. Now I just feel like a spoiled bitch who got grumpy because he wouldn’t take me to dinner. But we never do anything I want. Ever. Every night is the same. Wake up, watch tv, he gets on his game while I’m left to entertain myself for six hours. Theres only so much on my phone I can read! And he’ll get upset if I go to my family’s while he plays because it makes him nervous. I can’t keep ignoring that hes driving me crazy. I just thought that he would think of me a little more on valentines. Am I being a bitch?