I like both lol

I’m married to a man lol. But he knows I like girls. The town I live in everyone sleeps with everyone so it’s kinda scary to mess with anyone. Not saying I would cheat on my husband. But I have always wanted to do stuff with a girl. I have a very sexual girl friend but she sleeps with anyone that will sleep with her. She always flirts with me but I think it’s gross because the only thing I can think of is how many guys she’s been with . Am I the only one that’s waiting to fool around with a girl until you know they are clean and doesn’t put her pussy out to just whoever ? Honestly I really want to go down on a girl, but I’m very picky lmao.