Today my bf and I sign the papers and close on our very first house together, are going to try to get everything moved by tomorrow so we can be moved in by this weekend, my baby shower is Saturday, my youngest son just got sent home from school with possible flu, and a dear family member’s funeral and wake are tonight and tomorrow. I’m stressed to the max and am not sleeping whatsoever right now. BP is higher than normal and every time I stand up or walk around for a bit I start seeing black spots and feeling like I’m gonna faint. I’m ready for the next 4 weeks to fly by so I can kinda feel like myself again 😥😥😥😥