AF due 6/11

Ugh I just need to vent about this TWW and see if anyone else feels my pain.... So Af is due in less than a week and I don't need to test to know it's a BFN. I feel like I'm doing something wrong! I make sure we get down as much as possible during my fertile window, we even started using preseed but I can feel it coming.

This might be TMI but does anyone else get really gassy leading up to af? That's how I know I'm not pregnant and I try and tell myself it's something I ate but I know it didn't stick this month... It never does. I had a very early miscarriages in April after trying for almost a year and I was devastated. I swear I get my heart broken every time my period starts.

Sorry for the rant also sorry if it doesn't name sense.