What could help me?

I had my son 3 months after I graduated high school. I tried going to college but homework and taking care of him for impossible as he got older. I now have a minimum wage job part time which I don’t mind.

My son is almost 2, have a bf and his daughter is 4. I love my little family very much but being 19 I feel like I’ve missed out on so much.

I was the quiet type in high school and college to me was going to be the time for experiences while figuring out what I wanted to do in life. I feel so stuck now and depressed because of it all. I’m either cooped up in my house or at work...