Today I went into my first appointment. I’m currently 10w4d and I was really anxious because I have been feeling super paranoid that I may be having a miscarriage. But today I saw my little bean! They were moving are so much the lady couldn’t really get a good picture of them. But it’s okay cause mommy still saw you and I can see you’re having fun in there 😭 I wanted to record my nuggets little feet kicking but I was so caught up in watching them!

Also! Another quick little side comment...I was supposed to have twins!! But the other one stopped growing at about 7 weeks so that sent me through a loop of emotions as well. I could’ve been bringing two little lives into the world 😩💔 But I’m a strong believer in everything happens for a reason..so for whatever reason, I guess that just wasn’t meant to be. The doctor said that it was nothing that I did, and there was no way of preventing it. That’s just something that happens and no one really knows why. 😕 But I’m still happy with my little bean! And I’m more than excited!