Anxiety over conceiving

This is my second cycle off the pill and i suffer from anxiety. The first cycle was a bit off, I didn’t ovulate til CD23 and then only had an 8 day luteal phase so we essentially had no chance. This month I’m ovulating CD15 and we have BD at the right times but I just really don’t want to have to deal with the disappointment again if/when it doesn’t happen. It feels so much harder to brush off because of the anxiety, can anyone else relate?