5 weeks 3 days and still testing

I don't get to see the dr until I'm 8 weeks and it's killing me. I've had 2 losses and one of those was exactly 34 days prior to this pregnancy. So what do I do to ease my mind? I test like twice a week to watch the lines. Sure it may not be the best way to ensure a viable pregnancy but it helps me emotionally and that's good enough for me. Who else?