9weeks soon

Got midwife on the 10th just want to get my appointment sorted for scan! Ive got a child already and i cant remember been this scared when i went for first scan! Im really scared thinks its because when i had summer i didnt have Internet untill she was born and didnt have a phone so couldn't look stuff up on Google and now im on the internet looking up babys stuff and now im thinking there is all sorts up and getting myself in a pickle! Im trying not to think about it im trying to forget im pregnant untill i get the ok from scan! I haven't been able to get excited for it as i know anything can happen!! I gess if its ment to be it will be! But dont stop me worrying just want to get to 12 weeks like now now now