I’m embarrassed...

When I was 7 or 8 is when I started masterbating but I didn’t know what masterbating was so I just thought that every girl did so one time I told my really good friend that I did it and she didn’t know what masterbating was too. She stoped talking to me after I told her but now I hang with her all the time and we never talk about it. (She might have forgot). No hate plz.