When you REALLY want something

Mara

Backstory:

I got pregnant in September, my first time trying.

Had some odd discharge at what I thought was 10 weeks, turned out it was MMC at 6 weeks.

Had to have the pill inserted to fully miscarry which was toward the end of November. 5 weeks later on Boxing Day I got my period, the. 28 days later got another one. My cycle had been a bit closer to 30/32 days previously but I’ve heard it can reset itself. So today I’m expecting my period (except Glow says it’s Tuesday but not sure they are accurate.

With my last pregnancy I tested 4 days before AF and got my BFP. I tested today and got nothing.

I’ve had thick and some sticky CM, sore and bleeding gums and I’ve been emotional and tired. Last time my boobs KILLED but this time nothing. I had some cramping on Friday night which felt like AF but it lasted about an hour and went away. Been feeling like AF is coming today too but nothing. I usually only get cramps right after my period starts so that is unusual for me.Also (full disclosure) I’v been drooling a bit and have had some weird dreams which is exactly like last time. Lower back pain too.

Has anyone else had similar symptoms, and got a BFN before getting a BFP?

I didn’t buy the early pregnancy test, I just got the normal one so might be less sensitive?