Hey guys! so I'm just needing to get stuff off my chest and what better place to do it than here where people will actually understand... so here it is... my fiance and I have been off contraceptives for 21 months now. still nothing. He is in the army and I know it isn't the ideal job for making babies but Hey, he's been around at majority of the vital times... I've been checked and everything is normal... he also already has 2 children from a past relationship. We recently got engaged and I said I was going to focus on my wedding now, however I can't get the baby thought out of my head. so far this year his job have made sure he hasn't been around through my ovulation weeks and it's really getting to me... I just feel like I'm not destined to have a baby and I always thought I'd have one by now. I've just turned 26. Also has been deployed for 6 months end of March ☹ I just wanna scream!!! 😣