40 Weeks Pregnant. My Life is Falling Apart

‼️RANT‼️

I’m 40 Weeks Pregnant, and I have $100 to my name. My car insurance has went into collections even though I’ve been paying at least $100 on it every month. I’ve been anle to pay my car payment in full, but they will repo it if I can’t pay the insurance. I had a seasonal job that payed me off for months, so I’ve been on unemployment... whom I now owe $400 to somehow. My health insurance has expired because when I moved at 36 Weeks Pregnant due to not being able to pay rent, my mail was held up for 3 Weeks and I didn’t get the renewal paperwork. I guess I’ll just have to add a hospital birth to my collections.

I want to get a job, but have no one to watch my baby. No family, no friends. It’s just my fiancé and I. He works nights at a minimum wage job and that barely pays our rent. It wasn’t like this my whole pregnancy, only these last three months. I feel so pitiful. I’ve never not had a job. I’ve never not had money. And I’ve never been pregnant before. I feel so inadequate for my daughter coming any day now. Has anyone gone through this? Please give me some hope. God knows I need it.