Don’t know what to do.....

So this might sound crazy but I’ve had the password to my ex boyfriend who’s now child father 😒 emails account and bank account for the pass two years now(he didn’t now) I would constantly always go on there everyday in his emails and check it because he lies so much I never believe but all of a sudden today I go to check in email and the password is changed and I’m locked out like wtf idk what to do now maybe this was a sign to stop lurking and move on but how am I going to deal with not checking it everyday I know I sound crazy