I have been ttc for over 10 years I just turned 30 on feb 5 I have no kids my husband & I have been trying so hard .... The dr said that we both are okay .. Okay about this app it's so helpful I love it but I ask myself so I really wanna keep it because when I see the bfp I get happy & sad ... Crazy right .. TBH am really here because I can talk to people who understand me everybody else around me have kids in can pick in choose when they want another .. They don't wanna hear the same things 10 years later feel like a failure they tell me u want it to bad or it would happen and so on they will never understand sorry I wrote so much am lost never knew wanting a child can cause so much PAIN