Lately I've been having a lot of dreams induced by my raging baby fever. I've been having the exact same dream about once a month for about 3 years. I dream that I give birth to twin girls. I feel everything; the pain, the sweat, and the tears running down my face as I push. I can hear my husband and the doctor talking to me, but I can't really concentrate on their words. Once the doctor puts the babies in my arms, I feel this overwhelming sense of love and I cry to my husband and tell him that they're so beautiful. He helps me hold our little girls and I whisper their names to them. I feel so utterly happy and in love. Then I wake up clutching my chest as if I was still holding them. ***Mind you, I've never been pregnant before, so I have no idea what birth would feel like. It freaks me out with how realistic everything is, and it makes me sad that my husband and I aren't going to try for at least another year. I know its for the best, as we will be able to pay off most of our debt, but this baby fever is going to be the death of me until then!