TTC month #2 = fail

I feel so sad that this isn't my month for a 2nd time. My first pregnancy I caught straight away. I started spotting pink/red today. Been also been checking my cervix positions. I might use ovulation tests this month. I think I ovulate earlier than I'm supposed to as well. I'm new to Glow btw. I also had slight symptoms like week or so a go. I'm due on Friday. But it looks like I'm out already xx