shit mom :(

Hey ladies

I have a 1 in a half yr old . AND BOY let me tell u he knows how to push me to my limit lol.

What are some ways u keep ur cool??

Whenever I raise my voice or tap his hand I lock myself in the bathroom after and cry :(

Now tonight I'm laying in bed and I feel like a PIECE OF SHIT for losing my cool I try so so so so hard.

My boyfriend works 3 days a week 13 hr days but he barely helps me ever with our son. I have to ask him to change him, if I can shower (as in can he watchh him)

So I pretty much do it all on my own on top of house work everyday.