OK so I went to the UK to see my then boyfriend, for the first time we were in a long-distance relationship for about eight months prior. I was really nervous especially near the last bit of the journey and that’s mainly because I am a big girl (Think Meghan Trainor) And he’s a thin guy. Anyway I knew he’d be waiting for me at the train station but I wasn’t expecting that as I got off the train and turned the corner he’d be right there!!

But instead of him standing there wondering what he was thinking about falling in love with a biggish girl like me 😖 he ran to me and wrapped his arms around me with the biggest smile and blush I have ever seen on him! My heart was pounding so fast it felt like it was going to explode!

We couldn’t stop kissing and smiling at each other like idiots all the way to his house! Needless to say as we got to his house we wanted to rip each other’s clothes off but I told him I wanted to take a shower first as I had been traveling for 2 whole days. He reluctantly let me but only after kissing my face off, laying me down on the bed and almost letting him fuck me! XD

I snapped out of it once he had my blouse off and excused myself to his bathroom to bathe. About 1 minute after I get in his bathroom he knocks on the door and asks to come in to which I say ok, note at this point I’m only in my bra and thong therefore of course he asks if he can watch me finish undressing (I know at this point I shouldn’t be but I’m still nervous to show him my naked body in person) I nervously agree and undress completely. I quickly turn to get in the shower to (not so obviously) hide myself and gage his reaction. But he is up and at my side in a flash to help me into the tub because it’s slippery!

Then he left to set up our little movie marathon and let me shower in peace. Which honestly kinda worried me...I was thinking that he was turned off by seeing me naked in person....

So I’m in the bath beating myself up and preparing to call my cousin to come pick me up. I finish, dry off, wrap my towel around me and head back to the room all depressed....

I get in there to see him sitting on his bed sorting out the movies still, he turns to look at me and I see his blue eyes darken. Then he slowly gets up, walks towards me and

Needless to say sex was bomb!!! he’s a beast down there and he knows how to use it 👅💦

After we were just looking at each other like Damn...

All that worry and pent up frustration went right out the window lol 😅

Well the whole trip was a freaking dream, he is a freaking dream! God we both cried when I had to go back home....that was hardest thing I ever had to do...

oh and I say “my then boyfriend” because my second night there he cooked us a three course meal, picked a dress out for me and dressed up in a suit!

Babe was lookin like the whole damn meal👅💕

So we ate and talked...then he turned on some music and asked me to dance!

I legit felt like a princess 👑 💕 and after a couple failed relationships and one beautiful bouncing baby girl later. I had long since given up on that shit...

At the end of the dance he spun me out away from him and I stopped with my back to him and when I turned around....

This guy is kneeling there telling me how much he loves me and that he knows it’s soon but if I said yes he didn’t mind a long engagement cause that there isn’t anyone on this planet in this solar system or even in this universe that he’d rather spend the rest of his life with. Now... I’m in tears by this point cause I feel the exact same way about him!.. I would NEVER travel far as I had for anyone I felt less for so of course I said yes!!!!

We’ve been together for almost a year now 💕💕💕 and I’m looking forward to many more memories with him💏