I just wanna give up..


I'm trying everything to give my SO a baby. I want one so bad it hurts. everyone's getting pregnant right now or having their babies. I only have till a certain age due to family history making me unable to carry a pregnancy after I hit it because it would endanger the baby. We're getting married next year. I've gained 50 pounds and can't lose it no matter how much I try. We've been trying for 10 months. I feel like I've failed. 😭😭😭