So wow first post but I can’t tell my friends about it and I need to talk about it! So I’m 22 and my guy is 21, been together for over 4 years, lived together for 2.5 years (we are very mature for our age) and we’ve pretty much been sexually actively since 5 months or so in (neither of us were virgins) but tonight I was just really freaking into him and I let him go through the back door for the first time ever and I didn’t absolutely hate it. That shit didn’t feel great but it wasn’t awful. Haha sorry I’m just really proud of myself.