I’ve been trying for about 4 years now, almost 5.

I had a miscarriage in October and I still haven’t gotten over it. I spend all day in bed crying some days. I try to explain to my boyfriend but he doesn’t get it, he tries his best though.

I spent so long trying and ultimately telling myself it would never happen, then it happened and I got so excited and happy and just to have it all taken away after so long of waiting...it was like a cruel joke.

Idk how much more heartbreak I can take, but I can’t stop trying..