My whole life I've never taken risks. People tell me I've been sheltered my whole life by my parents and just didn't want to disappoint them by making crazy decisions. I kind of regret not living my life to the fullest. And I'm still not living it to the fullest. I'm depressed I have NO friends after moving here from AZ. It sucks. I stay at home and clean all the time. Take care of three dogs, my daughter who never listens to me she's 6 going on 25, and my husband. and I work full time. I'm overly stressed I can't lose weight, I'm not happy with myself. I need a vacation but you need money that  lol. 

Rant over.