My emotions are really getting the better of me at the moment and it could be to do with the fact that I’m on my period. But lately I can’t stop thinking about the fact of how lonely i feel sometimes, and it’s not through having no family or friends around but it’s the fact that I have never been in love or had a steady relationship.

All of my close friends are in relationships and have children etc, and everyone’s always asking me why I have no one and I hate it.

Also everytime we arrange to meet up

And catch up even if we try and make it girls only they all bring their other halves (apart from one friend as hers prefers to be at home most of the time but that’s another story lol ) and as usual I’m on my own. It’s now the time for us to meet up again and to be honest if it’s going to be all couples I don’t even feel like going. Even though it’s being arranged as a girly catch up , am I just being silly ?

I’m starting to get the feeling as if I’m never going to be good enough for anyone to want to be with, am I just overthinking things ?