I lost my virginity with my first boyfriend last year and the pain never stopped since then. He was rude to me sometimes, even though he knew I was in pain. I used to tell him to spot but he wouldn't listen. He didn't care about making me feel good and having an orgasm. It was always about him. Today I'm with another guy who cares about me and wants to make me feel safe but still I feel the pain and I don't know what to do. I went to the doctor and I'm sure everything is fine with me. My doctor said that the pain would stop but she was wrong. Is that normal? Will the pain stop someday? I'm really scared about this.