Am I wrong for wanting a baby right now, I honestly got to the point that I don’t care if I’m by myself or I have someone there to cherish the moment with me. I miscarried back in 2015 and it took me a year to get over it. And now seeing that all my siblings and friends who were pregnant with me and knowing I should have a two year old too breaks my heart. I have had two pregnancy scares and secretly wanted them to be positive. Am I crazy?