My anxiety of being in social situations has gotten a lot better, but I still have problems sometimes ordering my own food or talking to my mans friends. There's this guy in our small social group and he's my mans friend I don't really talk to him because I don't know what to say.. and I'm shy. but when he tries to say something to me i still reply but I can't continue a conversation if my life depended on it. come to find out he doesn't like me because I don't contribute to the conversation.. then another one of my mans friends has a gf and we would all hang out and go on hikes and I would see his gf a lot at the college and we would do homework together. we didn't talk much but we would hang out and do our own thing. a couple months go by and her bf tells my man that I said something about liking someone else and that caused problems with us because I definitely didn't say that and if I did I wouldn't be dumb enough to say it to someome who knows my man(I'm not that fucked up but still). we figured things out and ever since then they don't like me. I can't figure out why and then his friend said "you would like my roomate you guys are so much a like. it would be cool if you guys were together so we could live togetger". what did I do to deserve that? you cant see how happy my man is with me? his face lights up when he sees me and when we are apart apparently he talks about me a lot. It makes me feel like trash because earlier in our relationship they said that we were good for eachother and we are a lot alike and I'm like a mini him.. what did I do..? I'm sorry I'm not thst social but I'm not mean😢