Masterbating & religion

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Okay so basically I'm new to Christian life and I've been trying to stay celibate and be good but I'm so sexually frustrated its bothering me...I know you aren't supposed to masterbate but I wanted to know if my trying to stay celibate is realistic or if it gets easier..I also have a toy so would I have to get rid of it?

No mean comments I'm trying to do the right thing but I also want to be human