Just need some support

Emotionally all over the place today. I have a dr appointment in the morning. I had a chemical last month. I take a category D and category C medication so it's important I know if I become pregnant so I always test early. I can't stop my medicine unless I become pregnant (have bipolar disorder and anxiety) well I got faint positives on 6dpo and have almost every day but lines aren't getting darker. I'm just nervous. Just posting this to write it down and hopefully get some support from yall. I'm staying calm, but I think we all know how emotional TTC is. Just really hoping for that positive tomorrow! If not, I know a lot of tests will be run. Please pray for me and my family. We've been TTC since February (I know not very long) and have a wonderful 4 year old daughter who wants a baby sister or brother so badly. I know God will give it to us at the right time. Trying to stay patient. 💗💗💗👶🏻