WANT A GIRL THIS TIME 🤰👸🌸🌷 SO SCARED I WON'T

I'M A NERVOUS WRECK. My ultrasound is tomorrow morning and I'll find out if my 2nd baby is a girl or a boy. I just want 2 kids. My first one is a boy and I desperately want a girl this time. I will most likely cry if I'm having another boy. I have a great relationship with my mom and I want that same relationship with a daughter. And you just can't do the same things with a boy as you do with a girl (shopping, girl talk, etc). I don't wanna hear about "just being thankful for a baby". I still have a right to my feelings. Can you make me feel better about possibly having another boy? Thank you. ****** UPDATE âž¡âž¡âž¡ it's another boy. i cried a few tears but didn't wanna look like the worst mother in the world and break down in front of the tech, who actually told me she once had to stop everything because a mom absolutely lost it and bawled her eyes out. i was too embarrassed to do that. it is what god gave us and we should be blessed. he was soo cute on the ultrasound. I'm just gonna keep telling myself that at least i get to reuse all the same clothes and stuff.. and maybe if it was a girl, she would've been a nightmare teenager lol. the tech has 2 boys and she told me at least i will have 2 boys who stands up for their momma.