Seriously confused

27th may had little blood when I wiped beer happened before but cycle day 15 and bin having cramping tightening pains since then till now af was due today and nothing breasts r bit tender but usually they hurt so much still having twingeing pains in stomach been eating a lot headaches bit dizzy some mornings no sickness though and ttc for over 2 years 3 years 2day I lost my first don't want to think to much in to it but can't help it daren't test as scared of what results il get! Happy if it was positive of course but knowing my luck it will be negative anyone else in the same boat just want advise really x