Uhhhhhh

I’m freaking out. This is a positive right. With my daughter it was clear as day so I’m a little skeptical but I’m still freaking out. I can’t have another one right now. Me and my boyfriend are literally on the verge of breaking up, and we still live with his parents. I’m looking for a job but haven’t been able to find one and there’s no way I’ll be able to find one if I’m pregnant too. He has a contract job with Qualcomm but he barely makes enough to support himself let alone three of us. Idk what to do. I’m in my third year of college. My daughter was unplanned. I was LITERALLY going to get the IUD this month. I have the appointment and everything. We had unprotected sex one time. I thought it would be fine because for some reason I thought the iud was like emergency contraception but then I went and they said they couldn’t put it in if I had unprotected sex. So then I just made the appointment for later.

I don’t know what to do. An unstable relationship, I’m already depressed, we’re both broke, we can’t live with his parents forever and mine live across the country. we already have one kid, we haven’t finished school yet....I don’t want an abortion but I think that’s the only logical solution. Also, adoption is out of the question which may be selfish but after having my daughter I know there is noooo way I could ever go through a pregnancy and then not keep the baby. So anyway. Please tell me this could just be an indent or something. I had this weird feeling the other day that I was pregnant but going to lose the pregnancy. So maybe this is just chemical. And I waited so long because we weren’t having sex that often and condoms were working fine.