Please tell me I’m seeing correctly! 🙈

Last year I gave birth to my first child. It was the most beautiful, yet devastating things to go through as we learned late in the pregnancy that he had a rare fatal genetic disorder. I was induced at 35w 2d and he lived for just 3 short hours. The genetic counselor told my husband and I that there was a 1 in 4 chance of this repeating every time we conceive....so we have been apprehensive about trying again. After mourning and much thought, we decided to start to try again about a month or two ago...but did not want to put pressure on when it will happen. Next Monday would have been our son’s first birthday....I’ve been dreading the day....until today....when I decided that I was feeling a little off and thought I would test. Yesterday i had some cramping, and was sure that this was yet again another month of negative....but I think that this looks like a positive to me! I’m going to wait to tell my husband until Monday.... and give him “our son’s birthday present” and I CANT WAIT! 🤗😍