Depressed

Joy • ♡♡♡

I just need to vent.

I have had 2 miscarriages now... I have had my first cycle and am ovulating in the next 48 hours. I have some pretty serious anxiety about getting pregnant again... but I really want a baby. I guess I'm scared of another loss. I don't know who to turn to.... I tell me bf, he makes me feel so much better, but the fear is still there. I'm so lost. :-(