I have been trying to have a second baby now for three years now. At first no luck. In 2017 it happened! I was pregnant! I was over joyed and so was my spouse. In October I was 8 weeks and I had a miscarriage. It broke my heart and my spouses. We continued to keep trying. February 7th I got the news from my GYN I was anywhere from 4 to 7 weeks pregnant.

Today I got the news that I have had yet another miscarriage. I am so hurt. My spouse seems unaffected because he claimed he did not put his all into this one because the miscarriage last time, this upset me more than it should have but I did not tell him it upset me. I have this baby growing inside of me I cannot choose to ignore it and not grow attached! I do not understand why this is happening! I am 23 with a 6 year old. The GYN is claiming it is due to my seizure disorder however I had way more seizures with my first child and he is healthy and strong! I need advice or others stories or anyrhing right now.

Update

I went to a different Gyn who is running more tests to find answers. She said the first miscarriage might have been genetic not completely sure yet but the last two were due to my body not being strong enough to carry a baby so it instead absorbed the baby 😷. I was advised to wait a minimum of 6 months before trying again. I also had a break down infront of my SO and talked to him about how I was feeling at firat he was cold and said I told you not to get close to it, I didn't. However when I told him it is impossible to distance/ignore a human being who is growing inside of you his look and attitude completwly changed and he just started apologizing to me saying he did not tgink of that. So all along I should have just told him how I felt. Thank you everyone for your stories and advice.