On Monday morning, I got my BFP for baby #2!

Our son was a surprise to us (I was on BC) so by the time I found out I was about 7 weeks along.

According to glow, I’m about 4 weeks along right now. WHY am I scared!? I’m nervous. I’m so afraid of miscarriage. I feel like it’s so early that anything can go wrong. I’m so afraid to get excited too soon in fear of something going wrong.

I’ve never had a miscarriage but I’m just SO nervous. I want to share the news! But I’m hesitant. I want to make sure that this baby bean is healthy and growing strong.

Anyway, I just needed to get it out. Any advice how to let go of the fear? Anyone else feel this way. Part of me feels awful for feeling this way but I just want this sweet babe so bad I don’t want anything to happen.