I just found out I was pregnant yesterday. My boyfriend and I don’t use protection, and when I finally got birth control I missed my period. We’ve talked about what we would do if I was ever pregnant before, and he told me that he would want to keep the baby. His mom had him at 19. I just don’t know if I can do it, keep the baby. And honestly my reasoning for not wanting to seems so selfish. I’m in college, I have so much I want to do with my life and having this baby will prevent it. I know that if I have this baby I will love it with my whole heart. But I’m going to have to drop out of school, move back home, and transfer to a school at home. My boyfriend isn’t even in college right now he’s taking classes to get back into school. We’d have no place to live, have to work our asses off. He’s insistent that we can still live our dreams but we’d have to rely on others to take care of our baby. His mom had it worse off than we do, and he keeps telling me that, and now I feel like the shittiest person ever for wanting one. If I do it, I know our relationship isn’t going to survive. And fuck that scares me. But if I keep this baby, everything I’ve been working towards will go out the window. I’m just so scared. I’ve never felt more alone than I do right now