Everyone is pregnant...just not me....

My favorite beauty YouTuber is pregnant

Three of my friends are pregnant two characters in a show my husband and I watch are pregnant and I’ve been trying for years.... many years....

I want to give up so bad and not try anymore but every time I try to forget about it I end up testing for ovulation or looking up fertility facts and all this stuff

Every month is torcher to me and I just feel like I’ll never be completely happy and I hate that feeling. I wish and pray so hard.

I just want to know if it’s ever going to happen for us or am I just wasting my time and straining my soul over something that is just never going to happen.

I have no one to talk to.......no body understands what I’m going through and talking to them is like talking to a stranger nobody says the right thing or says what I need to hear because everyone I know has never even had any problems getting pregnant or had to struggle with something like this.

I feel so beaten down and weak. I’m helpless and alone. I wish I could change the way I feel