Yet I still buy you things future little one. You are always on my mind and I can’t wait until you are finally made real.

Shoes, blankets, onesies, I know it’s silly but for me it makes me not feel so silly when AF comes.

It’s been 2 years and many losses but I long to be a mom.

Until then I’ll dream about you and how you will complete our family.

I hold these blankets wishing you were wrapped up in them.

I know good comes to those who wait but Lord this torture, please help me keep my sanity, faith and strength.

In my feelings today Glow. TTC has brought me the greatest highs and the lowest lows. It’s a struggle and sometimes I feel stupid for even trying.