Any thoughts please?

Rylee

My boyfriend wont cum in me because he said he's scared to have a baby right now which i understand and agree we aren't ready yet but he has done it to other girls in the past and i have been on birth control for a month and a half and he still wont. its something i haven't experienced and want to do it with him and it kind of makes me feel less special because he was willing to take the risk then but not with me? the girl he want to marry?