Unreal Pregnancy

Deja

I feel so weird with this pregnancy! I don't even feel pregnant at all, the only time I feel pregnant is when I feel my baby girl move. This is my second pregnancy as well so I should be feeling her move all the time but it's only at nights, I don't even feel kicks yet! I don't even look that big to me either. It's just a weird pregnancy. My appetite has decreased soo much, I've lost 20 lbs since the beginning and I have to take extra protein just to maintain my weight. But every time I go into the doctor, she has a good heartbeat, she's measuring right on time, no abnormalities have been seen yet and everythings normal. Has anybody else experienced this or anything similar to it? If so, how did you reassure yourself?