What’s the actual point of calling someone fat?

Can’t they understand that it crushes me.it makes me feel like I’m the most out casted person their is.

It makes me feel different ,not the good different .

No matter where I’m at ,once I went swimming with my cheer team and a girl poked my belly and said “eww look at all that fat”.once I was on my trampoline and my niece got on doing flips and I was doing front flips and what not and out of the blue she said you can’t get your backhand-spring because your to fat,she said you can’t do one you can’t do doubles because how fat you are.

I get called so many not enough to name,”fat ass”, “slower” ,”thick”,”big

cheerleader/ girl”, “fat lard” ,”fatty” etc...

It don’t matter what age what grade I’m writing this because I was outside with my sister who just got back from collage,and I ran to get a ball to throw to the dog and I over here him say “wow she’s so fat” .

Now coming from family that hurt. not the first time he’s said it ,not the last. Don’t ppl understand that ik im over weight and I starve myself all the time I never eat I don’t know why I’m this fat. God if ppl only understood why I’m crying in my room all the time

If only they knew what I go through in a day.