I gave birth to my son February 12th and he's the best thing that has ever happened to me. But for the past couple days I've been feeling extremely down. I had a miscarriage right before I got pregnant with him and it's seriously tearing me apart. Wondering what that baby would have looked like, what the gender would have been, their touch, and wondering what they would have grown into. I don't regret my baby boy at all & I love him so much. But I miss his brother or sister so much nowadays . 😢