Waiting on ovulation.

I have had some pretty easier days in the last week since my miscarrage two weeks ago. I have been pretty accepting of things. Now with every opk that is not positive and the lines going in the opposite direction I am started to get lost. I am wanting this baby so baby and trying so hard. We lost our baby on the 23rd of May and I feel like it is taking forever to ovulate. Does anyone who has been testing with opks after a miscarrage no just how long it took them to ovulate. I thought around day 14 I was testing positive but it was close, very close. My body didn't feel o but normally does and I tested a few times that day so I don't think I missed a surge. I have accepted the loss of the pregnancy but now waiting on new hope is making me regress.