I love drinking

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Okay so ever since I left my abusive, controlling boyfriend back in sept of 2017 I have been drinking ALOT. Now I don’t mean every day, but when I have extra cash if it’s not going to smokes it’s going on bottles of Hennessy. I get incredibly drunk, stumbling, slurred words, and lottttts of non-filtered conversations. I rarely get sick but always forget parts of the night, so Ik I was shitfaced. I’m just wondering how “normal” this is. And if I’m the only one .? I’m only 20 & I can’t help but wonder why I enjoy it so much 🤔