Sometimes I worry that having a baby will not only change my life but we’ll...ruin it in a way. I have a job I love and friends and a social life and some of the women I’ve seen...some in my own family well...one totally fell off the wagon and stopped caring about her house, her appearance etc. the other fills me with horror stories of no sleep and nasty fights with her husband. I’m ovulating next week and right now I’m praying I won’t get pregnant. It’s not always like this but right now...now that it’s here...I’m scared.