I was hoping this month .. just like every month, this would be my month.. and again this month I am disappointed.. woke up to spotting which means any day now that damn AF flow.. even though I haven taken time off of TTC you still get the small but if hope while my husband and I are humping then that 2 week.. I still ffet that feeling of sadness when I have to start again another month.. so today I will have a stiff drink, take a hydrocodone pill for the cramps and get under the covers