Why but why?

We always say everything happens for a reason, but don't we just wish we knew that reason is? Im sad from news got from Dr yesterday=/ to be honest, broken inside, disappointed, hurt. I know im not the only one dealing with this, but just can't help but to ask why do I have to go through this? Ny faith is fading away. Not because I don't believe but just because as in right now I feel very low and that I failed my husband=/ right now just so many thoughts, so many feelings,sadness,hurt,disappointment,broke inside, but I know that all I have to do is keep pushing for the best, I know my faith is with me, just now I feel very sad.

I will do everything I can to make our lives better for the best, for our future family, for our future.

If you are feeling down for whatever reason just want you to know , YOU ARE NOT ALONE! Sometimes all we need is that someone to talk to and sharing our feelings is a great way to heal inside out=)

Our battles are hard to fight, but if we talk about whats bothering with each other(regardless if you know the person or not) sometimes we just need to talk to someone.

That's all and DON'T nean to make.anyone feel down or anything. Im just speaking loud with my fingers doing the typing lol