gender anxiety

so this might sound stupid but im super anxious about finding out baby's gender, don't get me wrong I'm very excited. I have always wanted a daughter but my husband comes from a family with lots of boys (2 sons from a previous marriage, and 5 brothers). I will love my baby no matter what but I had a very disturbing dream which I just feel awful about. I dreamt that I was getting my gender u/s and they said boy, I became hysterical and inconsolable and then asked if it was too late for an abortion (I obviously wouldn't say this) but now I'm worried about how I might react if it is a boy. I've also had 2 dreams they say its a girl but the boy one sticks out just because of how upset I was. I go in to find out in a little more than a week to find out gender and I can't get that dream out if my mind. Anyone else have feelings similar?