Afraid to make my first appointment

I’m stressed out and I guess I just need to rant.

I just found out that I’m pregnant and I’m really nervous to make an appointment. According to my LMP I should be almost 4 weeks or so. This is my second pregnancy but first ended in a miscarriage at 17 weeks. I know that most OB’s won’t see you until 8 weeks but do you think they would let me come in earlier? Possibly for testing and to check my progesterone levels? My first pregnancy was terrible. I had a sub chorionic hemorrhage and bled (ALOT) throughout the little time I was pregnant. At around 15 weeks I found out that the baby’s amniotic sac had little fluid in it. One of the genetic tests also game back positive that the baby might’ve had a Neural Tube defect. I didn’t find out for sure because I ended up having a miscarriage 2 weeks later.

I guess I won’t find out until I talk to someone but I guess I just needed to rant.